In dreams, emotions are overwhelming?
Posted by Admin | Uncategorized | Posted on July 27th, 2010
So, I just had a very emotionally intense dream scene. I was hoping you guys could interpret it. I’ll get right into it.
I started off at my house eating breakfast or some crap. Somebody both me and my ex know started working at a hospital that was down the street in my dream. So I go down to see her off on her first day, chat with the nurses on lunch break, and go to get my bag and get in my ex’s car. We’re driving to the mall, and talking like we usually did, having a casual yet deep conversation, when I stick my hand into the front and out the window (we were both sitting on the right side of the car, me in the back, even though she was driving.) She kind of accidently grabs my wrist, and lets go after a moment and I pull my hand back and put my back against her chair and the moment was incredibly emotionally tolling for me, so I cry.
We then proceed to go down into the parking garage, where I hide under a blanket until we get to our spot and I hide the blanket away (for some reason at this point the car had no roof, so we were exposed to the robbers and muggers that were downstairs.) We walked to some A.J. Wright store where the employees harassed us and told us that two autistic kids wanted to follow us and I yelled at them about how they stuck us with those kids so we would behave and get myself kicked out. I turn to leave and the guy pulls my arm, so I pull back and rear back, ready to attack the guy with my dreamy super-strength. However, he turned into my favorite teacher and pulls me to sit down and scolds me about risking getting kicked out when they have such great sales. The dream ended with him, my ex, and the girl that worked at the hospital picking out shower curtains without me, with me just watching.
I then false-awakened, bawled my eyes out and wrote it, awoke for real, and wrote it down.
Now, I’m dangerously close to seventeen and I have no job, licence, or permit and it’s on the verge of pathetic. I thought that was relevant. I also broke up with my ex over a year ago, and have serious issues getting over her. I’m not a violent person, either, and in the dream I acted that way.
According to your dream:
You constantly demonstrate to be in a submissive position. First your ex is driving the car. Second the man that turns into your teacher scolds you. And third, you are left out when the girls pick shower curtains. The fact that your ex is driving the car is symbolic because it demonstrates that the people in your relationships are often the ones who control them. Thus you are subject to their very whims. The scolding teacher represents the authoritative figures in your life and the influence they have over you. The fact that he stops you from using your super-strength implies that he has the power to control you. Your super-strength represents your inter strength of character. Yet you are hindered from ever discovering its full potential. The fact you are left out when the girls shop for curtains implies that the people around you are the ones that always make the important decisions. When you cry as a result from your ex accidentally grabbing your wrist, this implies you are easily hurt by the slightest offense. This further demonstrates that you can be easily manipulated by others through the power of your emotions. The fact that you were hiding under a blanket implies that you are insecure about yourself. The blanket itself symbolizes what you consider to be your securities of course. But the fact you hide the blanket itself shows that you are unsure if the securities in your life will hold when difficulties arrive. The robbers and muggers represent the hostile background in your life. But the fact that the employees you encounter are hostile to you, shows you that those you least expect will cause the greatest problems for you.
But not all is grim of course. The hospital represents healing and hope. Notice nothing bad happens whenever you are at the hospital. It is a shelter from the storm. Here you can rediscover yourself. You can find your inner strength. You can fully realize your potential. You can change your life. You can control your own destiny. But this will not happen all at once. In fact, when you finally think you have starting going down the right track you will realize you have achieved a false start. This is evident when you "false-awakened". As a consequence, you will "bawl you eyes out". You will be deeply upset. But you will keep trying until one day you will finally awaken for real. You will finally realize your real potential.